There’s a quiet kind of magic in beginning again—when the morning is soft, your coffee is warm, and the smallest rituals become acts of hope. This is how I started healing—one gentle sunrise at a time. ✿
☕ A Soft Reintroduction: How I Became a Morning Person by Accident
I’ve lived a hundred lives between midnight and 4 a.m.
Fanfiction forums in high school—the glow of my laptop lighting up my dark bedroom. Gossip Girl reruns playing as I drifted off to sleep in college. Late-night photo edits after concerts during my year as a music photographer in Asheville.
For most of my life, the quietest hours of the night were my favorite. There was magic in the dead of night.
Mornings felt like they belonged to someone else—to CEOs, billionaires, and influencers who drank matcha and vlogged about it on YouTube.
I never thought I’d be a morning person—until I made mornings mine.
I didn’t become one because I wanted to. It happened accidentally—quietly.
When I stopped going out at night, the nights got quieter. Depression made me so tired I’d crawl into bed early—not out of discipline, but from sheer exhaustion. I stopped chasing the glow of midnight inspiration. And slowly, without meaning to, I started waking up with the sun.
After months of mental fog, I realized I needed to rebuild my life from the inside out. My routines were gone. My apartment was always messy. I used to wake up buzzing with purpose, but now I couldn’t even tell what day of the week it was. I barely recognized the girl in the mirror—and the spark I once had?
It had dimmed like a dying star—still burning somewhere, but flickering and faint.
Everything felt like static on a dead channel—like my life had become the kind of place where dreams go to die.
Not in a dramatic, movie-scene kind of way, but in the slow, quiet unraveling that happens when you stop showing up for yourself.
When every day blurs into the next.
When even hope feels too heavy to hold.
When you’re sitting in a crowded place, silently wishing someone would notice the flicker in your eye—the part that’s quietly calling for help.
But before I could rebuild anything, I had to return to it.
Not with some grand transformation. Just with the smallest acts of care.
It was a made bed. A chai latte with cardamom and oat milk. A warm shower after days of not moving.
The kind of tiny, slow living rituals that don’t make it into highlight reels—but save your life quietly, anyway.
These moments weren’t about aesthetic perfection.
They weren’t productivity hacks or Pinterest-worthy habits.
They were footholds.
Tiny anchors that reminded me: I’m still here. I can still begin again.
And little by little, those anchors stitched something back together.
Not a perfect life.
Not a morning routine that gets 100,000 views on YouTube.
But a rhythm. A softness. A sense of being grounded in a world that felt like it was spinning.
It turns out, romanticizing your life doesn’t mean buying more or doing more.
It means choosing to care—especially when everything feels heavy.
It’s brewing your favorite coffee before the sun is up.
It’s listening to the same three songs while wearing your favorite hoodie.
Wearing perfume on a Tuesday. Eating toast on the floor.
It’s finding small, tender ways to remember: this life is still yours.
These slow mornings became the first steps back to myself.
Mental health routines that weren’t about productivity—but presence.
And if you’re here—somewhere in the fog—this is for you.
Not a five-step glow-up. Not a perfectly curated schedule.
Just a quiet hand to hold as we step into the soft magic of beginning again.
🌿 Ritual 1: A Gentle Morning Routine with Skincare and Coffee
I wake up around 7 a.m., always a little too early for my body but just in time for the world outside to begin stirring. My apartment building is quiet at this hour—quiet in the way old buildings are, like it’s holding its breath before the day begins. I live in a Victorian house that sits right on the main road, so the silence doesn’t last long. Soon, I hear the soft growl of engines—school buses, delivery trucks, the occasional honk. Life is moving again.
My bedroom sits just off the kitchen, overlooking the living room where art and life spill into each other—paintings resting on the art table I rescued from the hallway of my old apartment building, dead tulips slumped in a vase, and a tiger statue perched atop the pink bookcase I painted when I first moved in. At night, my bedroom gets warm, so I leave the window open; the breeze slips in at dawn, making the floral curtains dance. My sage green comforter is always the warmest right before I have to let it go.
I peel myself out of bed and move slowly. First stop is the bathroom, where I splash ice-cold water on my face—it helps me wake up when my thoughts are still foggy and my bed is whispering my name. I begin my skincare ritual. I move through each step in a rhythm I’ve grown accustomed to, each part of the routine feeling both luxurious and essential. Establishing a gentle skincare routine in the morning has become one of the ways I reclaim my peace—an act of mental health care as much as self-care. When I get to my vitamin C serum, I press it gently into my skin and wait a few minutes, letting it sink in.
While I wait, I make my bed.
It’s a new habit, one I’ve picked up while climbing my way out of depression. I never used to make my bed. It felt pointless—like why bother? But lately, it’s become a quiet promise to myself: I will be a better version of myself. When the covers are pulled smooth and the pillows fluffed, my room feels airier, lighter. That small act of discipline has become a foundational part of my healing morning routine.
My nightstand is still cluttered. Seltzer cans from the nights before. A photo of me from my music photography days, frozen in a moment where I was the happiest I’ve ever been. A 1970s bohemian jewelry chest sits beside it, all curved wood and tiny drawers. My brass lamp sits next to it—it looks like a trophy.
After my bed is made, I wander into the kitchen and pour myself some coffee. I add a splash of creamer and reach for a mug from my small but meaningful collection. I collect mugs—each one a little artifact of comfort. A muted green owl with hand-painted eyes the color of autumn bark. A large Hello Kitty one, sweet and full of nostalgia. An elephant with a curved handle and ceramic feet, like a quiet talisman for strength. This simple ritual—brewing coffee, choosing a favorite mug—grounds me. It’s a small act of slow living that reminds me to start the day with intention.
Lately, I’ve been reflecting on the way I used to chase beauty—how easy it is to fall into the trap of thinking the next serum, the next trend, the next haul will finally make you feel good in your skin. I used to put beauty on credit—both literally and emotionally—buying things I couldn’t afford, hoping they’d fix how lost I felt inside. I wrote about it in a post called Beauty on Credit, where I shared how a Black Friday skincare spree became my rock bottom.
But I’ve started doing something radical: using what I already have. The products sitting on my shelf. The rituals I can return to. The quiet presence of taking care of myself—not for transformation, but for tenderness. These days, it’s less about consumption and more about connection. Connection to the girl I used to be, and connection to the woman I’m becoming. Real self-care, I’m learning, doesn’t always require new products—it just requires showing up.
I sip my coffee slowly and return to finish my skincare. I’m starting to see progress—a glow, more evenness. It’s subtle, but it’s enough to remind me that consistency counts. It’s like I’m seeing myself again after months of wallowing. I’m learning that even the smallest steps—when done with care—can begin to rewrite your story.
🪑 Ritual 2: Blogging as a Creative Morning Ritual
Most mornings, I blog in my gym clothes.
I sit at my kitchenette table, legs tucked onto the ottoman that doubles as a linen chest, coffee within reach. The table is old but charming, and sometimes it rocks just slightly when I type too fast. But it’s here—between sips of creamed coffee and the distant hum of cars on the main road outside my window—that I show up for The Bohemian Bungalow.
This blog began when I moved in, but I’m only now starting to treat it like the creative practice it is—a true part of my creative morning routine. Like a painter facing a blank canvas or a musician warming up their instrument, I’ve started approaching blogging with the same kind of reverence. It’s not always glamorous. Sometimes I’m tired. Sometimes I don’t want to. But I’m learning that discipline is a kind of devotion—and that beauty often blooms not from inspiration, but from commitment.
Before I open my laptop, I begin a quiet ritual. I refresh my skincare if my face feels dry. I swipe on gloss. I pick out jewelry, even if no one sees it. I change into something fresh—something that makes me feel like I’m not just at home, but at work. In those small, consistent steps, I’ve created a rhythm that anchors me into my creative process.
It’s like setting the stage before a performance no one else will see. A private kind of pageantry, where the ritual matters as much as the result. And while it might not look like much from the outside—a girl in gym clothes typing on a wobbly table—it’s sacred to me. I’m a professional artist and photographer, but this—this little ritual of blogging in the quiet of the morning, in sweatshirts and lip gloss and gold earrings—is its own kind of art.
And in the end, it’s these kinds of moments—the unglamorous, often unseen ones—that shape a life of creativity, intention, and slow magic.
🍓 Ritual 3: Healing Through Breakfast and Slow Living
I used to survive on coffee and buttered croissants.
Sometimes just coffee. Sometimes nothing at all.
As a music photographer, dinner often meant greasy diner fries after midnight or a drink in place of a meal. I’d skip breakfast entirely—running on adrenaline, edits, and whatever was left in the tank. Food wasn’t a ritual. It was an afterthought. Or a reward. Or something I went without.
When I first moved into The Bohemian Bungalow, not much changed. I lived on caffeine and convenience—instant oatmeal, cold granola, croissants from the supermarket down the road. I didn’t cook. And I didn’t eat much.
But something shifted.
As I started climbing out of my depression by building healthy habits, my entire life started following suit.
Now?
It starts with the compote. A handful of blackberries tossed in a pan with a splash of water, heat turned low. I stir them slowly, waiting for that moment they burst open, the juice dark and thick and just a little tart. Then, I mash them with the back of a fork until the pan turns into a swirl of deep violet—soft, jammy, and just shy of sweet. A splash of lemon juice and I watch the steam rise like a secret being kept, something small and sacred. It’s not just fruit in a pan—it’s proof that even what’s soft and bruised can turn into something beautiful.
Next: half a banana, with skin that resembles an old love letter—soft, browned, and curling at the edges—sliced and left to caramelize in a bit of butter. The smell reminds me I haven’t eaten yet, even though it’s mid-morning and I’ve been running on coffee with cream.
In another bowl, I whisk flaxseed with honey and granola until it clumps like soft earth. I layer everything—whipped Greek yogurt with cinnamon and vanilla first, then the blackberry compote, the bananas, the crumble. It looks beautiful. Like something out of a slow living blog. Like something I’d imagine making if I had it all together.
I sit at my kitchenette table and savor my meal—not just rebuilding my life, but fueling the person I’m becoming.
I’m learning to shift my focus from aesthetics to presence. I don’t need the perfect, Instagram-worthy breakfast to savor a moment of peace. Some mornings, I make it in a messy kitchen, too tired to clean, too tired to care—and it still counts. I’m realizing you don’t need the perfect morning to begin again.
Sometimes, it’s just about making one thing—one good thing—for yourself. A bowl. A moment. A breath. That’s how a healing breakfast ritual starts.
And if you’re in a season of starting over, maybe you don’t need a plan.
Maybe you just need something warm, something nourishing.
Something made with your own two hands.
I’m still figuring it out too.
But I’m learning that it doesn’t have to be perfect to be powerful.
🎒 Ritual 4: Romanticizing Fitness with Simple Gym Prep
Steam rises from the pot as I pull the eggs out one by one. Outside, the morning is already moving—cars, school buses, a world in motion. Inside, I’m packing small rituals into my bag: protein, skincare, the belief that I can keep going.
The gym reminds me I’m strong—especially on the days I don’t believe it. It’s where my social anxiety is loudest, where the demons in my mind try to follow me, where I feel most exposed. But I go anyway.
Just stepping into the routine can feel like its own kind of battle. Some days, an overwhelming sense of exhaustion hits right as I start getting ready. Not after the gym—before. Like clockwork. It starts as a mental fog then it settles in my chest and whispers, Just stay home. That voice has a hundred excuses and one goal: to stop me from going.
But I’ve learned that strength isn’t always loud—it’s often just the quiet courage to take the next step, especially when every part of you resists.
I’m learning to keep going, even when motivation fades. Even when the results feel distant and progress moves slow. I love beginnings—most people do. There’s something intoxicating about a fresh start. But once the excitement wears off, that’s when it gets hard. When the apartment is warm, and the cold air outside feels unbearable. When staying in bed seems easier than stepping out the door. That’s when the real work begins. And when you’re struggling mentally, even the smallest step can feel like leaping across the Grand Canyon.
I’m learning to romanticize discipline—not as something glamorous, but as something sacred. Because discipline rarely feels heroic. Most days, it feels like sacrifice. It’s not loud or dramatic. It’s a quiet decision made in the thick of resistance. A whisper you choose to follow when everything else in you is screaming no.
So I boil the eggs. I fill my pink water bottle with ice. I zip up the blue toiletry bag I bought in that in-between season—between Asheville and New York—like I’m packing a promise to myself. These small, ordinary actions? They’ve become muscle memory not just for my body, but for my will. This is how I maintain morning gym habits even when it’s hard.
Discipline is gritty but it’s necessary. It’s choosing to show up when you’re tired, when no one’s watching, when the voice tells you to quit. It’s deciding—again and again—that you’re worth the effort.
Because maybe this isn’t just about gym days or skincare routines.
Maybe it’s about choosing yourself—on the hard days, the quiet days, the days no one else sees.
Maybe it’s about proving, little by little, that even when everything feels heavy…
you’re still someone who shows up.
🛋️ Ritual 5: Blogging After the Gym and Cultivating Creative Recovery
After the gym, I like to sit and write for my blog in the lower mezzanine of the mall, sinking into a soft gray couch beneath a TV that always seems to be playing Friends reruns. The couch sits just beside the mall’s coffee bar, directly across from the sporting goods store, with the main escalator right in front. Shoppers ride up and down, clutching shopping bags, drifting in and out of stores, their conversations rising and falling like background music.
This quiet moment—blogging after the gym—has become a kind of personal ritual. A creative checkpoint that helps me slow down and reconnect with myself.
I’m learning that passion isn’t always lightning—it’s more like planting seeds. You put something small into the ground and trust it’ll grow, even when you don’t see anything yet. You water it. Tend the soil. Keep showing up. We live in a world that rewards the fast and flashy, but I’m starting to believe that the most beautiful things take time. Romanticizing your life doesn’t happen in the rush—it happens in the slow.
After my crushing breakup in 2023, everything unraveled. I lost my friends in the music scene, quietly replaced and eventually forgotten by the very people I once believed loved me. I lost my apartment in Asheville and moved back to New York, sleeping on my aunt and uncle’s basement couch while I searched for a place of my own. And even after finding one, the growing pains came fast and sharp.
Now, I’m rebuilding. Slowly. Quietly. Tending to my life like it’s a garden—pulling weeds, planting new things, and learning to be patient with whatever blooms.
One of those new seeds? This blog. What started as an idea is now a quiet practice—a small act of devotion that grounds me. Writing for mental health and creative healing wasn’t something I planned—it’s something I discovered I needed.
Each post, each quiet blogging session on that gray couch in the mezzanine, feels like adding just a little more to the roots. While shoppers come and go, while the TV hums in the background and escalators carry people up and down, I’m there—still. Focused. Writing. Building something invisible, but real. And that feels like growth.
Maybe you’re tending to something small too—a dream, a habit, a version of yourself you’re just beginning to believe in. Don’t rush it. Water it. Sit with it. Let it grow.
✨ Reader Exercise: How to Build a Soft Morning Ritual (3 Simple Steps)
💭 A Gentle Start
Depression makes everything harder. Even getting out of bed can feel impossible—so the idea of “building a life you love” might sound out of reach.
But change doesn’t begin with a grand reinvention. It starts in the small, often invisible moments. The ones no one sees. The ones that feel too small to matter—until they do.
If you’re in a season where everything feels heavy, here are three small but powerful steps to begin romanticizing your mornings. These gentle morning routine ideas have helped me create a life that feels more grounded and real—one soft step at a time.
No pressure. No perfection. Just a quiet nudge toward something softer.
🌱 1. Do what you actually like—not what you think you’re supposed to like.
Get honest about what you love—not what looks good on social media, not what earns validation, and not what sounds impressive.
Ask yourself: What genuinely brings me joy, comfort, or a sense of self?
That’s the starting point of any authentic morning routine.
Be intentional with your choices. Stop saying yes to things that drain you just because you’re afraid of what others might think.
Revisit the hobbies you once loved. Try something you’ve always been curious about. Go back to the small joys of childhood if you need to. So many of us have abandoned our wonder because of pressure or fear. You don’t owe anyone an explanation for what brings you joy.
Try this: Make a list of things you’ve always wanted to do—or used to do but gave up. Pick one. Do it this week. Not for productivity. Not for Instagram. Just because it’s you.
🛠 2. Take action—any action.
Even the smallest action matters. One step forward—no matter how tiny—is better than ten steps in the wrong direction, or staying frozen because you’re waiting for ideal conditions.
Healing morning routines don’t start with perfection. They start with movement. Brushing your hair. Making toast. Answering one email. These aren’t just tasks—they’re proof you’re still trying.
Starting is often the hardest part.
Staying consistent is the second.
But both are acts of quiet courage.
And both will change your life.
Try this: Do one small thing before noon today—even if it’s just opening a window or standing in the sunlight for 30 seconds. Let that be your win.
🧭 3. Choose an Anchor.
Pick one small thing you can do every morning—something grounding. Something that feels like you. Maybe it’s using the same mug for your morning coffee, stretching for five minutes, opening your journal, or standing barefoot on your kitchen floor while your tea steeps.
This is your anchor habit. Your soft start.
Something steady to return to when the world feels anything but.
An anchor creates rhythm. It tells your brain:
This is who I am. This is what I do.
And from that rhythm, you can build more—slowly and gently.
Maybe that coffee moment becomes five minutes of reading. Maybe journaling becomes writing a blog. Maybe stretching becomes a full workout routine.
You don’t need a five-step plan.
You just need one small act that keeps you tethered to yourself.
Let that be your foundation. Let it be yours.
☀️ Final Thoughts: A Morning is a Beginning
You don’t need a perfect morning routine to create a meaningful one.
You don’t need to be fully healed to begin healing.
You don’t have to feel ready to take one small step toward change.
Start where you are.
Even if it’s messy.
Even if you’re still in your pajamas.
Even if all you can manage today is brushing your teeth or eating toast on the floor.
There’s quiet magic in those simple acts of self-care. They’re not just routines—
they’re rituals of remembrance.
Reminders that you’re still here. That your story is still unfolding.
That soft mornings and slow beginnings can hold just as much power as bold reinventions.
✨ What’s one soft ritual you can add to your mornings this week?
Maybe it’s a skincare moment. A real breakfast. A journal entry.
Maybe it’s just sitting in silence with a warm drink and reminding yourself: I’m doing the best I can.
Write it down. Share it in the comments. Let it be your anchor.
Because romanticizing your morning doesn’t require a glow-up. Just a moment of care that belongs to you.
And if this post spoke to something in you, share it with someone who might need a little gentleness right now. Let’s build better mornings—one soft ritual at a time. 💛
💌 Softly Spoken, Sincerely Shared
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